Who/what creates a saint???

:: is it religion preside by the almighty voyeur

OR
The herd of faithful followers??

Had BUDDHA ever lost sleep over the depleting number of his disciples??
Had MAHAVIRA??
OSHO??
SAI BABA??
HUGH HEFNER??
SRI SRI [thats right folks, twice] RAVI SHANKAR
BABA RAMDEV
SATYA SAI
BIRINCHI BABA
????????????

Who does a poet/painter/composer cater to?

:: his religion [poetry/painting/music]

OR

To the connoisseurs

IF absolute security stems from utmost insecurity, then is it the same in case of faith, trust, and belief??

DO you believe that questions and their respective answers are necessary??
Or is Necessity the answer to all questions???

pen on paper

ENLARGE & FIGURE

MY BLIND BUBBLE

Through a film of soapy dreams
I see a running world
A world of might
A world of plight
A world of phony blight

Through a bubble of smoky haze
I try to feel this world
A world of race
A world of pace
A world of glam-disgrace

Before the bubble meets its end
I would rather I meet mine
For this world is too bright
For a day dreaming blind.

i like this one...

its not particularly good ... this could have been done better...

but i still like this one...

i like d look on his face....

COMMON CONFUSION 1
my first
very amateurish
i have no idea about mediums and their usage...
this was done on art paper using charcoal sticks,pencils and poster colour

this world is a strange place....
everyone has their own stories,everyone has their personal fuck-ups...
all the smiles ... all these tears
all the overpowering emotions...
their mindnumbing initiation and the subsequent placid exit...
so many words ... some form lyrics .... others fade away as unceremoniously as the poets who penned them...
but you have heard these before havnt you??
while you wait fot the next word hoping that it would say and emote something new,something fresh ,something scandalous ,something trendy and chic ,i try to figure out how to dissapoint you without making it obvious that ,that has been my intention from the very start.
while you wait for that miniscule portion of emotion that separates Homo sapiens from Canis familiaris ,i follow the carefully planned propaganda of wiping that last bit of ink that could have permanently marked Me ,with dire consequences, as HUMAN, for you.
while you wait for the brick wall to collapse under the herculian pressure of the rotating sphere , i collect every drop of moisture and strengthen my bubble.
you are allowed to look through ,but you cant see THROUGH...

the weather ws fine till the rains played folly...
im blogging after months now....
juz b4 i started typing my head ws full of words,ideas and statements...
now there is a complete blank...


dunno if its the overflow of events or the sheer lack of it tht has resulted in such an emotinal paralysis....

i have never followed the trend of either making or following resolutions [ i have been allergic to authority since childhood...at times even my own]...
but 2008 is an importnt year...it has to be...
theres so much tht needs to be completed ,taken care of and initiated...

there is so fukin much tht the very thought of it is exhausting...

i cannot laze around anymore...
the wheels have to be set in motion...and decisions have to be made...
and that is never easy...

its difficult to UN-belong...
glamourising my cause isnt my propaganda...
i dnt make plans ... i wish i cud ... but i CANT... hence i DONT...

forget about living ... even having a dream can and most definately WILL be a cause of considerable agony...
when ur left with a decision ... to choose between something tht wud break your dreams or make your future and things tht would make you complete and more importantly make you wht you WANT to be....

which one do u choose....

do you shoulder your social responsibility and rise to the righteous parental expectations OR do you decide to take the path tht had/has and will promise nothing more than pain,humiliation,the tag of being the outcasted loser,an escapist on the run,a dreadful dreamer,rejection,loneliness and the sheer pleasure of seeing everything around thru a microscope on LSD???

WHT DO U DO???

do u believe FRIEDRICH NIETZSCHE ["a great calamity will fall on humanity the day all the dreamers dissapear"]

OR

do you believe a certain high school teacher [whose name u might never remember again] ,
your folks [who have all the right to expect whtever they want from you]
or the army of moral assassins [read aunts,uncles,mashi,pishi,kaka,jetha etc] assisting your folks with or without their consent or knowledge [whose only contribution to this overpopulated planet are those nosey,noisy,profoundly dumb and hilariously ugly cousins]

YES ,
2008 is an importnt year...
its a very important year...

and there is another reason too...

my BEAST
my LADY
my FREEDOM...