Were you sleeping that night,my BARBIE??
Were you busy resting
your fake plastic eyes??
Or,were you frisking with
fancy dresses in your dreams??
While those licentious eyes
devoured the blue juvenile stream
Were you,i ask
Were you lost in your whim??
You must have been busy
that night,my BARBIE
How else could you not
hear my scream??
We had a pact,didnt we??
you promised you would
save me from him.

I searched for you,my Barbie
you were right where
i had left you
Alone,plastic,cold and new
For that one fateful moment
Oh how i wish Barbie
How i wish i were you...



TO ELAAN....

this is my age
this is my page
this is my rage
my own,my very own
my flesh ,my blood
the dreams i died for
the deaths i dreamed of
during those orgasm oriented
phoney breathes
that forced me to
live one more day
or so i thought...

now i am breathless
once again
i am lifeless
once again
senseless,ageless,priceless
and dog-tag less
i stand stripped
of selfish virtues
and arrogant desires
that once made me human
or so i thought...