"when you are young...
you think possibilities are endless"

u cannot judge this sentence...
u cannot come 2 a conclusion...
it dosnt give out a hint or a question or an inference...
it just states...
an hypothesis ,probably...

say ,if it were true...
would tht mean tht whn we are young we THINK possibilities are endless
but actually they are not??
they are few and steadily decreasing in number and size...
and we are but living under the gloomy shadow of a big fukin clock...
which is ticking...ticking away to glory???

and as we grow up to become wiser and fatter...
we realize tht we hav been fools to have thrown away our lives which cud otherwise
have been fabricated into something shiny and attractive...even expensive.
so the tag below our SELF wud have had a few more zeros added to the current wretched number.
but the imbecile tht we were whn we were YOUNG...we made the wrong choice,took the wrong decision.

but who decides tht???

YOU,ME,HE,SHE or THEY???

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DOLL's HOUSE isnt complete.
most things arnt...
i screwed up CAT [ok u perverts ,im not into beastiality,CAT d exam@ the supposed masterkey to the door tht opens to a form of independence i dnt understand,much to the dismay of my mom and other relatives]

DIL DOSTI ETC is not particularly a blockbuster...but it made me stop n think.
at times do u feel empty...its as if the fire has been hastily put off n the surrounding frigidity has subsidized for its absence...
i say fire coz its a scary element [or atleast thts wht d ancient GREEKS thought]
its denotes power,passion an indomitable zeal.
it might correlate to somthing tht makes u feel warm from inside once its burning...
somthing tht might make u stand in the rain for hours at end and still feel warm
something tht makes u walk miles with a broken foot n still not feel a single shard of pain.
something that stops you from having your food coz of the acute lack of hunger.
something tht makes you run away from tht one single pair of eyes which possessed the power to make you
remember everything you didnt want to.
OR do u??


LOVE is a strange emotion...
its almost like women
cant live with it,cant live without it.
so tht should obviously mean tht its imperative for a healthy life.
its an absolute necessity.

i would LOVE 2 understand it...in spite of the bold n underlined warning signs,i would still want to delve deeper into its shady
corners in the hope of finding something truly amazing.
THANX 2 all those warning signs n slogans...i dnt even need an inspiration.
its the joy of the ride and not the scenic beauty of the expected destination tht matters in journeys concerning
the mind.
body
& soul

WARNING SIGNS have always fascinated me ...
they actually help me decide wht TO DO...and wht not to do.
as i wud like 2 put it...
"im in LOVE with fuk-ups in every shape,size and form."
so is it imperative for my healthy life??
is it still an absolute necessity if FUK-UP's leave behind a hell lotta dismantled,disgruntled and disillusioned people,whose
personal FUK-UP's ws the single n only major reason of attraction??
is this a race or an exam??
is this a war,a battlefield with smudged borders,where warriors involved dont share a common name but a common pre-conceived fate??
is this LIFE or LOVE ??
LOVE for LIFE??
OR
LIFE minus LOVE??


PAINTING
now thts an absolute necessity...
a beautiful ,simple one for a change.
i will make it big,someday.
charcoal makes soft black lines on paper...its kinda permanent...u try and use an eraser and the paper bears the brunt....
starts falling off...
the more u try the more u FUK-UP..
LIFE should be something similar...
or ws it LOVE i ws talking bout...

i planned on posting DOLL's HOUSE but a series of revelations while coming back from the customs office in DALHOUSIE
,made me change my plans.
DOLL's HOUSE can wait.

my last post deals with FREEDOM,or wht i feel the word SHOULD NOT mean.
i attribute the negative nature of the last post both to my inborn pessimism and my lack of
knowledge,depth and insight of wht the word FREEDOM should idealy mean.

i really dont blame myself ,i mean lets face it....
the sensex has crossed 20000
our economy is on class C stimulants
JOHN n BIPS r together
MODI is safe n sound and on his way to becomin d CM of GUJRAT for another term
MAMATA BANERJEE still has no clue wht she wants.
im a TATTOO artist.
and INDIA has been touted as the next superrrrrrr POWER.

There is no great depression
no wars [NANDIGRAM is a little ,tiny n winy isolated issue]
J & K havnt heard the sounds of mortar for quite some time now
no threats of ALIEN INVASION [the scientists claim wht we saw ws an optical illusion]

SO ,in short there are no threats to our apparent FREEDOM.
and there hasnt been any for a long long time...
so how can i expect mysElf to understand what this word means ,huh???



and then i saw HIM

the THIRD kind.
The kind who smiled before they died [RDB hangover]


KHUDIRAM BOSE (1889-1908) was a Bengali Indian freedom fighter, one of the youngest revolutionaries early in the Indian independence movement

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Khudiram_Bose

Im very bad with roads and wemen,it must be STRAND ROAD, opposite to the EDEN GARDENS [for sure].
HIS statue.
one look at HIM and u would kno he died a proud man/boy.
a boy with a mans heart OR a man in a boys body.
not important.
whts important is the way he was standing
with arms tied behind [juz like it must have been right before he ws hanged]
with HIS head looking straight ahead [a young visionary probably forecasting a rebellion]
HIS vision .... BOLD,UNAFRAID AND PROUD.

and all of 19yrs whn he died...
sacrificed [should be a better choice of words]his life for a cause
a cause which is as noble as it gets
a belief which had,has and will inspire millions,billions.

im 22 n i still dont know wht FREEDOM means.

while coming back i saw 2 more visionaries
2 rebels
both very different from each other
but both unique , both MEN.

NETAJI SUBHASH CHANDRA BOSE
SWAMI VIVEKANANDA

YES im aware we all are extremely well educated INDIVIDUALS [i dunno wht this word means too] and we all had our share of obese
history manuals.and we all hated em.
but do we actually spare a thought bout exactly how great ,how selfless these INDIVIDUALS were??
do we respect their sacrifices??
their lives which they had laid down like bricks on a road so tht WE could tread on them and reach our destinations,our mutual destinations??

THEY are the cornerstones of our country
the pillars of morales tht support this great nation

the INDIVIDUALS who sought FREEDOM.
look into their eyes once in ur life when u have time n u wudnt see fear...u wud see their skulpted eyes shining with a
rare kind of modest pride which only they can give out.