Saturday, November 24, 2007

DOLL's HOUSE isnt complete.
most things arnt...
i screwed up CAT [ok u perverts ,im not into beastiality,CAT d exam@ the supposed masterkey to the door tht opens to a form of independence i dnt understand,much to the dismay of my mom and other relatives]

DIL DOSTI ETC is not particularly a blockbuster...but it made me stop n think.
at times do u feel empty...its as if the fire has been hastily put off n the surrounding frigidity has subsidized for its absence...
i say fire coz its a scary element [or atleast thts wht d ancient GREEKS thought]
its denotes power,passion an indomitable zeal.
it might correlate to somthing tht makes u feel warm from inside once its burning...
somthing tht might make u stand in the rain for hours at end and still feel warm
something tht makes u walk miles with a broken foot n still not feel a single shard of pain.
something that stops you from having your food coz of the acute lack of hunger.
something tht makes you run away from tht one single pair of eyes which possessed the power to make you
remember everything you didnt want to.
OR do u??


LOVE is a strange emotion...
its almost like women
cant live with it,cant live without it.
so tht should obviously mean tht its imperative for a healthy life.
its an absolute necessity.

i would LOVE 2 understand it...in spite of the bold n underlined warning signs,i would still want to delve deeper into its shady
corners in the hope of finding something truly amazing.
THANX 2 all those warning signs n slogans...i dnt even need an inspiration.
its the joy of the ride and not the scenic beauty of the expected destination tht matters in journeys concerning
the mind.
body
& soul

WARNING SIGNS have always fascinated me ...
they actually help me decide wht TO DO...and wht not to do.
as i wud like 2 put it...
"im in LOVE with fuk-ups in every shape,size and form."
so is it imperative for my healthy life??
is it still an absolute necessity if FUK-UP's leave behind a hell lotta dismantled,disgruntled and disillusioned people,whose
personal FUK-UP's ws the single n only major reason of attraction??
is this a race or an exam??
is this a war,a battlefield with smudged borders,where warriors involved dont share a common name but a common pre-conceived fate??
is this LIFE or LOVE ??
LOVE for LIFE??
OR
LIFE minus LOVE??


PAINTING
now thts an absolute necessity...
a beautiful ,simple one for a change.
i will make it big,someday.
charcoal makes soft black lines on paper...its kinda permanent...u try and use an eraser and the paper bears the brunt....
starts falling off...
the more u try the more u FUK-UP..
LIFE should be something similar...
or ws it LOVE i ws talking bout...

No comments: