the weather ws fine till the rains played folly...
im blogging after months now....
juz b4 i started typing my head ws full of words,ideas and statements...
now there is a complete blank...


dunno if its the overflow of events or the sheer lack of it tht has resulted in such an emotinal paralysis....

i have never followed the trend of either making or following resolutions [ i have been allergic to authority since childhood...at times even my own]...
but 2008 is an importnt year...it has to be...
theres so much tht needs to be completed ,taken care of and initiated...

there is so fukin much tht the very thought of it is exhausting...

i cannot laze around anymore...
the wheels have to be set in motion...and decisions have to be made...
and that is never easy...

its difficult to UN-belong...
glamourising my cause isnt my propaganda...
i dnt make plans ... i wish i cud ... but i CANT... hence i DONT...

forget about living ... even having a dream can and most definately WILL be a cause of considerable agony...
when ur left with a decision ... to choose between something tht wud break your dreams or make your future and things tht would make you complete and more importantly make you wht you WANT to be....

which one do u choose....

do you shoulder your social responsibility and rise to the righteous parental expectations OR do you decide to take the path tht had/has and will promise nothing more than pain,humiliation,the tag of being the outcasted loser,an escapist on the run,a dreadful dreamer,rejection,loneliness and the sheer pleasure of seeing everything around thru a microscope on LSD???

WHT DO U DO???

do u believe FRIEDRICH NIETZSCHE ["a great calamity will fall on humanity the day all the dreamers dissapear"]

OR

do you believe a certain high school teacher [whose name u might never remember again] ,
your folks [who have all the right to expect whtever they want from you]
or the army of moral assassins [read aunts,uncles,mashi,pishi,kaka,jetha etc] assisting your folks with or without their consent or knowledge [whose only contribution to this overpopulated planet are those nosey,noisy,profoundly dumb and hilariously ugly cousins]

YES ,
2008 is an importnt year...
its a very important year...

and there is another reason too...