ABOUT ---- ME

I hav come 2 accept d fact tht im self destructive....som sorta time bomb....who is destined 2 blow up in2 smoke,dust, flames & splinters & ashes som day...som time --
leaving behind an obscene number of casualties --
who wud never understand "WHY??"
....with tht 1 decisive shift of the hands of tht 1 decisive clock...On tht 1 decisive moment....
will the sound of my destruction be heard by THEM.....or will d silence of d aftermath prevail??
will the light of the fire within, be seen or will d darkness tht wud fall afterwards ,be feared ??
will the answeres find their questions or will d questions remain unanswered??

if there is ne1 who can ruin,destroy,demolish,demoralise,disintegrate,dissect ME ....well...thts ME....
I think im tht eccentric architect who builds palaces of cards for years n then kicks em down on a whim....
just 2 see em fallin apart,tumbling down .....
i guess i find it funny 2 see all of it goin down d drain....
the self inflicting pain...
is like cocaine in d brain...
its ADDICTIVE....
n im ADDICTED.....
N d worst/best part [depends on how u/i see it] is....

I LOVE IT ALL