THIS TOO SHALL PASS.....


Hav u ever wondered somtimes u cry
and never know the reason why??
Why you hide your face in the wet pillow
and try to find a paradise
that never was,never will be
Try to rationalize
thats its just dirt in the eyes
Nothing more,nothing else
Why u wish it were different??
Whts wrong with the present??
Why is the past so blurred??
Why dont you like it,like the others can??
Can you remember a kiss from your mother??
A single piece of mind
A kiss tht you cud never find
A father busy with work
tired and busy,busy and tired
He was fighting for u,now u understand
but did he hav to be so wired
When one word could have said it all
just one word,one touch of affection
that never was,never will be
Have you evr wondered why
you crave for the closeness of the skin??
the warmth,the sense of belonging
Somwhere,Some day ,to Someone,
and hav u felt the fear
of losing it like you always do??
Of having to live a death everyday
every second of evry minute of evry hour??
How tears tastes so sweet
whn your life becomes sour??

And now its too late u claim
you hav changed,you hav built your walls
with the silence ,with the blame
You wont let them enter
they hav closed the doors for them
You hav just tightened the hasp
You hav struck the last nail
Your indiffrence is not frail
NO ,this time u wont fail
this time you wont wail

Have u evr wondered why ur so dissimilar??
can you explain ur persistent
resistant to elation??
can you explain your corporal dejection??
can you decipher the secret
code of your over-whelming wretchedness??
why you despise sympathy,
plastic words of fake love??
the red heart,the music cards,the white dove
why do you hav to bleed to feel alive??
who do you fight evryday to survive??
does the spider spin its web of questions
or are the questions spinning the spider
in its eternal web
strangling it to a righteous death??

no u havnt,u cant,u never will
cause u havnt lived my life for me
You werent there whn i cried
You werent there 2 tend 2 my wounds
when i bled,when i died a hundred deaths
You werent there to cry with me
You werent there to die with me
You werent there to give me a warm embrace
thats all i ever needed,i ever need
but this too shall pass
coz i will never plead
coz my skin has hardened
n i will never bleed
not anymore u hear me??
this too shall pass
and il be standin and watchin....
like always...
and i shall smile again...