people are so pretentious...they used 2 amaze,shock me once but now i suppose i hav gotten used 2 d overflowing hypocrisy.
a whole lot of absolutely shameless braindead pseudo articulate intellectuals with ZERO self esteem.
They would go to any extent,say anything and do evry fucking thing to convince you,try and make you trust them.
WHY???
i have no idea.

i just dont understand these people....i just DONT.
its not tht i didnt try,i did...but just not my mug of beer.

a faker with a fancy cam offering help ...
HOW??? i hav no idea.
but wht i kno is tht he needs to save it for himself,would needs gallons of it ... mostly psychiatric in nature.
but thts OK coz he provides tht much-needed humour ...
he gladly becomes the joke...

people feed on attention....it seems as if its more importnt thn food nowadays.
you give them that and all they want is more .... more....MORE & MORE.....

SOCIAL GLUTTONS ....

APPRECIATION is a different story altogether...
i admit i seek it too and with a zeal that would shame the worst of them...but its not wht i wud like to term as FAKE INGENUITY.thts wht every1 is after...i think the driving force is the fear of being an outcast ... not having enof plastic poems to earn you the entry pass to the SOCIETY OF HOMER-humming hum-bees.
whts the incentive???
a few [always FAKE] words of appreciation,may b an invitation to a meaningless recital ceremony,a chance to exchange a "HELLO ,I LOVE YOUR NEW BOOK" with a certain 89 year old writer who specializes in cheap sleaze.
devouring films in a language u dont understand while you can hardly read your OWN language.
arguing with peers over a book tht outweighs its content.
or may be juz the DOG-TAG of being an INTELLECTUAL.
oh how we abuse the word.it was beautiful once,remember??

wht d hell is the incentive???
how can fear be so overwhelming that we are ready to become someone absolutely differnt??

i mean if its there,its THERE,rite??

WRONG.